Tuesday, September 4, 2012

I hope I'll find my way to you ,


I’m a laid back t-shirt, blue jean, mood ring kinda girl . Lay low I’m a mission rebel angel devil little left of the middle.. Sometimes I get temper mental.. But here I am an open book, turn the page it’s all the rage get a look on the inside.. What you get is what you see. You hold the key to the diary of me
I’m poetry, complicated . Simply stated. Hey yeah how about you?
I was born free, I’m a cell phone hippie.. Are you with me?
When I mess up I don’t get up.. I just get down yeah...
It’s raining on Sunday there’s nothing on the TV . Yesterday was lonely you’re the only one who gets me
My mind is like an island drifting through the ocean
I can’t stop thinking about you..........

Aku masih di sini .

Aku nampak kuat di luaran dan tangisan aku lindung dari kau nampak
Kekuatan ku untuk aku bertahan aku usaha,,
Aku  elak dari fikir aku jauh dari mu.. aku elak dari fikir aku tiada di dalam hati mu..
Aku cuba utk berhenti berharap namun aku masih disini tabah utk menunggu hati mu terbuka utk ku ..
Aku masih tersenyum walaupun itu pahit utk ku.. Aku yakinkan diri ku kuat utk semua ini. Aku yakinkan diri ku aku tak sakit wlu aku tau sakit ini sgt dlm melukai jiwa ku .. Aku cuba utk fhm erti kau menjauhi ku, menjauh dari sedih gembira mu .. Aku cuba fhm erti kehidupan yg lebih bahagia utk ku , namun sakit itu juga yg aku pilih dan terima.. masih berpegang padanya , Aku lari rasa takut dari di sakiti.. Aku keliru bercelaru dgn egois mu dan sikap degil ku.. Aku sedih tapi tiap kali di hadapan mu , aku pasti seyum simpan segala sakit yg ku rasa supaya aku nampak kuat . Aku kadangnya terlepas dari kekuatan membuat dirimu jauh dariku . Namun apa pun sakit perit sedih yg aku lalui utk mendapatkan mu, aku masih . Masih disini .

Saturday, September 1, 2012

No, I won't give up .




When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up