Talking bout New Era Caps ♥ I've always adore it .

omg nak ? omg omg nak ? nak nak omg D:

xoxo,
Natt .

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BB babi , maxis pun mcm babi (Y)

YAY MAXIS , YAY ! FOR CUTTING DOWN MY FREAKING CREDIT . F you !

And f you bb , knp skrg kau nk buat hal ? whyyyyy ? i need to use the freaking internet D: even wifi pun tkbole pehal ?!

damn , pissed off k . Wi fi tkleh BIS tkleh . Tktau asl . Sho shad can freaking die .

xoxo,
Natt .

Thanks zam , i miss you and hzq so badly .

Zamil Syaheer Come on, life is hard when you stuck at something and you don't take action on it. Because when you were at that point, you either do it or regret, or else something else either worse or good might be coming up. I know you still love it, bu...t the words I tell you is good enough for him to answer, just speak in a proper tone instead of an angry tone. Ask nicely. Or else sampai bila you nak macam ni?

Crying and stuff won't do any solution, because the only thing you get is pain and tearful joys coming out from your eyes and heart. It's painful, I know, I've been in that situation and I was totally feel F-up to it. But why I still do it? Because I don't want to be in that situation in nowhere future, don't want to waste my time, don't want to be hurt anymore, don't want to cry anymore and don't want to get a silent treatment from somebody you was hoping to love you back.

Truth hurts, but at least, when you know something, you'll feel a little relieved, and from that moment, you can decide which action you should take. It might be more hurtful but life doesn't stop here.

Let me tell you something, Allah only lends you the feeling for a moment He wants, and he can pull the feeling back whenever He wants. I strongly believe this is just another test from Him for you, to see whether you are a tough girl in taking his test and whether can you handle the situation.

Everything has a solution, no matter what ways they are. The chance are given, the doors are open, its just YOU who decide whether to take or to not take action about the situation. Because everyday we have problems to deal on, no matter you realized it or not, we go through it. There's a level of problems though, if its easy you won't feel it that much, if its hard like this, yeah this is hurtful.

So just try hard on it okay. I know, it's hard, but for your own good, at least try. Take care okay.

Dear hair ,

Please grow longer faster !

Latest ;

Hmm no diff right ? I'm still wearing those fake smiles and sad eyes .

Natasha is currently ,

Haven't go to school more than two weeks

Haven't make her new identity card

Haven't change her school yet

Haven't fully practice math at home

Haven't decide what's she's gonna do next ..

Now , you don't have to ask her every single day why she didn't go to school , why she love sneaking out every night , rather spend her night with her bf or friends than being at home , take the risk not having her identity card with her . Just be there , be there . For her through thick and thin .

Listening to Zee Avi- Bitter Heart ,

Simple pleasures..

Letting your hair free from a pony-tail at the end of the day
That smooth sensation you get all over your body right after you shave
Taking your bra off after a long day
Getting ready for a day you been looking forward to
Chillin’ at home, no make-up, bed hair, basketball shorts, in front of the TV snacking endlessly on junk food (my favorite)
Knowing it’s your last day of your menstrual cycle
Going through your bags of new clothes… that were on sale!

xoxo,
Natasha .

everything i can be

The best thing to do in your life is ,

LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES.

HikHik♥

I don't belong here ,

Morning all ,
I'm feeling so depressed , and tired..
tired of looking for happiness,tired of letting tears out , tired of being the guilty one. Tired of knowing the truth that lies . I'm feeling hopeless now , having lots of crisis with him . He really hurts me when i cry , but by just wiping my tears and telling me so stop crying the pain actually heals back . His words is killing me , the way his eyes looked at me as if he understand me . What is this ? I think I'm going mad or maybe I'm just thinking too much . Probably , i should go back to sleep now .

Natt .

I'm sorry if i'm telling u this, because i want you to laugh and be happy ^^

My Conversation With Ze Beloved Brother ,
Zamil Syaheer (:

NattKills says:
thnks /:
hmm i know im a very complicated person kan ..
i'm very emo , i wish im not like this

' zαм-мιαo says:
i put a simple term
men = they are straightfoward
women = they are complicated
its destined to be this way
thats why you see men if they ajak member lepak:
"weh, free tak?"
"asal?"
"jom makan luar"
"wokeh, aku free"
you see, straightfoward

NattKills says:
haha
HAHAHAA

' zαм-мιαo says:
kalau women/girl lain sikit
takboleh macam
"weh, free tak"
later fikir cam err apehal mamat nih
kalau ask
"hey, you free tomorrow babe?"
kang fikir ni apehal nak sweet sweet lak nih
tu pasal laa
hahahaha
tapi girls are interesting creation
i can't deny the fact that they teaches men lots of stuff and life lesson

NattKills says:
HAHA
awww
i like the way u appreciate girlss^^

' zαм-мιαo says:
hahaha mane de, biase je
thanks anyway
but its true though
you pun gelak
ahaha
i pun straightforward

xoxo ,
Natt .

I cried listening to Radiohead-Creep .

Fed up with love life , my life , seriously i want some freedom .

The End

xoxo,
Natt .

I wish i was special , you're so fucking special .

Coiled Up .

Hello , i didn't go to school today , its not that i don't want to go but i slept at 3am last night waiting for my mum to come home , i turned on my alarm , but sadly , i didn't hear my alarm . I woke up at 8 am , and then i burst out with some random swear words and goes back to bed . Lolz , it's been a very bad day for me , i felt really tired . Sigh , and yeah i seriously skipped school a lot this year . I did study really hard , my results aren't that bad , well i still pass (: that's one of the good news , i feel like dropping econ while my friends are dropping Art's mannn idk , i mean i don't like econ ! sighs , still need to work hard on math . I want to go tuition , babah , money please ? and again both of my parents don't really care ): can i just please pretend I'm dead ? pfft . Nonsense natt .

Sincerely ,
xoxo
Natt .

Its not easy to be , ME .

Babe , I'm sorry i have to be this way ... I Love You Soul Sister♥

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Me and Maryna dah okyh (:

VIVA LA ESPANA !!!!!

Paul The Octopus :D

Better Than Your Ex Better Than Your Next

Good Morning ,
Yes. I didn't go to school today . I'm at Desa Petaling . Waiting for my princey to come . Shut up , i have the pussy so i made the rules haha. Listening to Steel Heart - She's Gone , his favourite song . Texting him right now , ugh cepat la dtg HAHA !